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All I want is a copy of the current standard BCP for the Church of England.

I am discovering that A) I am apparently more hide-bound than I thought I was, B) that I am hide-bound about the weirdest things, C) I am mildly annoyed by something that doesn’t even affect me, and D) that it is really, really difficult to lay hands on a copy of the CoE BCP.

What I really want is nothing more or less than a Coverdale Psalter, but as far as I can tell a single volume of Coverdale’s Psalter (with numbered verses, that’s very important; Lutherans Online has a lovely PDF of a mildly-modernized CP but there are NO VERSE NUMBERS ARGH) does not exist. Coverdale’s Psalms are still in use… in the CoE’s Book of Common Prayer.

So, okay, I’ll buy a copy of the BCP. It can hang out with my ’79 Episcopal BCP and they can be friends. Awesome.

Except that apparently someone somewhere decided that the BCP was, I don’t know, too convenient or something. The CoE has been infested with ‘Common Worship’, which is basically all of the bits of the BCP/Alternative Service Book broken up into separate volumes. Like, six of them. This is where the hide-bound bit comes in: all I can think is that I have enough trouble juggling the BCP and the hymnal and the bulletin, why in the name of all that is seen and unseen does anyone want to ADD another volume (or two) to that? *Grumble* What’s wrong with one book, I ask you? You kids get offa my lawn!

One of the other problems with the Common Worship book(s) is that the Psalter isn’t Coverdale’s–or it is, but modernized. I’m all for modernized-yet-still-poetic versions of the Psalms! I love the adaptation of them that’s found in the Psalter in my EBCP.

Thing is, though, that they are modern and some of them are fairly different from Coverdale’s version.

For instance, our friend Psalm 121. The first line in my EBCP says, “I lift up my eyes to the hills; from where is my help to come?”

Coverdale says, “I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence cometh my help.”

That’s not a question, that’s a statement. Unless it’s some kind of punctuation weirdness? Now I have to go find out the history of the question mark. Excuse me. Here I am–while mildly entertaining, it wasn’t terribly helpful. All right, so let’s see what people who’ve read more bibles than I have to say…

(As an aside, I would like to have the non-word “prayerfully” struck (preferably by lightning) from all vocabularies everywhere.)

(…I can’t decide if I want to object to ‘literalness’. On the one hand, I don’t like it. On the other, ‘literality’ isn’t a word. It feels nicer in the mouth, to me–and it’s the quality of being literal, yes?)

(This… This page is written by a person or persons with some good ideas, but I don’t enjoy reading it because I feel like I’m being shouted at while they’re throwing rocks at me. Ugh.)

(On the other hand, Paul Stroble offers an explanation as to why Episcopalians (and, I’m assuming, other members of the Anglican communion) sing ALL the verses: “[…] It is the same with “A Mighty Fortress is Our God”: if we only sing verse one, the devil wins.” Yes, I know, that’s not precisely what he meant but I take my fun where I can get it.)

Okay, I give up on Shouty-Pants over there. The consensus is that there is no consensus. There is one school of thought that says the use of “whence”, meaning “where”, indicates that the sentence is intended to be interrogative and therefore requires a question mark. The other school of thought argues that it’s a statement–These are the hills (the holy hill(s), the hill upon which the temple at Jerusalem is/was located) of God and therefore they are the source of help.

The temptation to put the question mark in parentheses from now on is awful, I tell you what.

I have no idea what I was originally talking about… Oh, right. The difference between Coverdale and the modernized version of Psalms. Here’s another example, this time from Psalm 91 (one oft-quoted by Justinian.) Technically, this is recited by Ezekiel (and now that I think of it I shoooooould probably have him recite the Coverdale version. You’ll see why.)

The (Episcopal) Book of Common Prayer, Ps 91, verses 5 and 6: [5] You shall not be afraid of any terror by night; nor of the arrow that flies by day; [6] Of the plague that stalks in the darkness; nor of the sickness that lays waste at mid-day.

Coverdale, Ps 91, I HAVE NO IDEA SORRY: Thou shalt not be afraid for any terror by night, nor
for the arrow that flieth by day; for the pestilence that walketh in darkness, nor for the sickness that destroyeth in the noonday.

“Afraid for” and “Afraid of” are two decidedly different phrases, to me. Is that because I grew up learning 20th-/21st-century American syntax/connotations, or is it something else?

Then there’s the verse about being covered by feathers (Coverdale) or pinions (EBCP) — I had feathers in, once, and my mother said ‘No, that’s supposed to be pinions’. I shrugged and changed it…and then discovered that the version of the Psalm that Ezekiel and Justinian would be most familiar with said feathers. I give up! (But I’m not changing it back. I like pinions.)

So now that we’ve failed to clarify the mystery of the question mark in Ps 121, I’m trying desperately to remember the point of all of this.

…Oh! That’s it. The point is that for whatever reason, there doesn’t seem to be a mildly-modernized version of the Church of England Book of Common Prayer for sale for love or money. EVERY standard edition of the CoE BCP on the Cambridge Press site is marked “unavailable”, and searching Amazon got me bupkis. I just want a physical copy that’s been updated with current spelling and features the Coverdale Psalter with numbered verses.

I like this. I really, really like this. I may actually kind of love it. 

It also drives me up the freakin’ wall, but I like it. 

Adjectives are not evil. Adjectives are not the spawn of Satan. Generally speaking, and I emphasize the word GENERALLY, here, adjectives aren’t going to get you rejected, fired, or excommunicated*. 

Yes, it’s important to make sure you’re not using five adjectives when one or two will do. Yes, it’s important to make sure your adjectives are properly modifying the nouns to which they’re attached. Yes, there are people out there who use sentences like some people use wardrobes: stuff everything in and hope nothing falls out. 

Use adjectives. Use adverbs! You’ll note that in the sentence I’ve reblogged that there are TWO WHOLE ADVERBS in it — adverbs are no more or less evil than adjectives. 

Parts of speech have no moral qualities. [article] [adjective] [noun] [verb]. None of those things are “good” or “bad”, they simply are. Once you start choosing individual words, then you can start arguing the morality of them… But that’s semantics/definition/philosophy and beyond the scope of my post and point. 

My point is, as always: as soon as anyone who agitates against two perfectly good parts of speech tells me a story that makes me gasp and flail and want to run around shoving it in people’s faces chanting read this! and do it WITHOUT adverbs and adjectives, I’ll start listening to those who act as if adjectives and adverbs are violently radioactive.  

* I don’t want to argue about discuss situations in which the use of adjectives will result in these things; we all know that they exist. Thanks. 

Things my cat does that I wish I could do:

 - fall sound asleep pretty much anywhere

 - hide under the bed

 - get treated sympathetically for hissing at and scratching annoying people

Dear Google:

Yeah, hi, it’s me again. 

Look, when I went to bed night before last, I had Tumblr Savior installed. As of mid-afternoon yesterday, it’s gone

Since I know I didn’t uninstall it, that leaves you

What. The. Hell. 

A miniscule amount of love because Chrome’s the only browser that lets me save pictures directly from my dash as actual image files and not HTML files,

Me.

(Edited to add a P.S.:

And when I reinstalled TS… ALL OF MY BLACKLISTED TAGS/TERMS WERE THERE. Again, what the ever-lovin’ HELL?)

I hate this statement. In its ridiculously broad vagueness, it implies that everyone who has ever experienced something horrible in their lives wanted it

I can’t speak for anyone else, but I’m pretty damn sure that the last time I checked, I did not daydream longingly of the day when I would feel threatened by noisy groups of late high school-age to college-age young men of any ethnic background while I was out in public alone; I am utterly certain that I never sat in grade school, ignoring my teachers while I thought about how much fun it would be to be saddled with Anxiety Issues that cost me the chance at having relationships in high school like 90 percent of the rest of my peers. 

Regret is a complicated thing, and it’s not platitude-soluble.

I’m working very hard on not being rude/sarcastic, here.

So I was picking through this gigantic list of writing resources and came across Superhero Nation: Red Flags for Female Characters Written By Men

It’s pretty decent stuff, except for the tiny little quibble I have with a line in point 3. Specifically (boldface mine; their link goes to TV Tropes just FYI):

3. The character is mute.  This broadcasts that the author has serious trouble writing dialogue for female characters, which is especially problematic if you have a major character that is a female.  Additionally, I can’t think of many situations where a mute character would be more interesting than one that could talk.  Finally, depending on the context, it could be creepy.  (For example, do you have any females that do talk?  Do they sound remotely believable?)

First things first: a character who has very little dialogue is different from one who is completely mute, whether congenitally or selectively

Secondly: it’s kind of sad and surprising that a writer would find themselves unable to imagine “many situations” in which a mute character would be “more interesting”. Because… Talking always makes people more interesting, yes? *Squint* I have some sincere doubts about that. 

It’s just… I don’t know, it’s weird to me to think that a writer could dismiss something that makes such a difference in someone’s life as less important or potentially interesting than… something, anything—hair color, maybe? 

Or maybe I’m just the odd one out as always. I do have a character who is congenitally mute, after all, so I’ve spent more time thinking about this kind of thing than most people. *Shrug*

 

 

 

I went and found a hat…

Just so I could take it off to all the writers out there who have kids and somehow manage to write not only entire bleeding novels but novels with sex scenes in them. Seriously, you’re all freaking AMAZING. If I could give every last one of you a hug and a cookie and a nice long weekend away from everything that sucks up writing time, I so would.

Me? I’m gonna go to sleep in an attempt to get rid of this headache while being pathetically proud of ekeing out a whole 4 paragraphs.

Dear Google,

FIX THIS. It’s ridiculous. I HAVE ONE TAB OPEN! It’d be one thing if I were trying to do five different things at once with fifty tabs, but I’m not. I have one tab, and one Word doc open. That’s it. 

If you’ll excuse me, I have to go weep over the draft post I’m about to lose, because I’m not going to sit here and let my drive spin itself into heat-death. 

No love at the moment,

Me

I’m actually curious.
Why do people feel not only the right, but the compulsion, to tell other people what they’re allowed to talk about/post on their own blogs? Seriously, I want to know. 
I started this as a mere extension of my Official Authorial Blog, and it has since expanded into more of an adjunct—a place where I can blither about my fandom love, where I can post things that no one else in my family understands/cares about/wants to hear about any more. 
This is a safe place for me to talk about, in an extremely limited scope, some of the things that happen in my life. The idea that someone—someone who isn’t related to me, who has no say in my life and certainly not on the same level as, say my parents or a publisher—should be allowed to dictate what I post here is simply staggering to me. 
How does that work? Is it just trolling, is it an attempt to control at least one tiny thing in the life of the one making the demands, is it something else entirely? I honestly don’t get it, and I’d love to hear the justification(s). 
Why Editors And Editing Matter:

This is from the description of Great Expectations on Netflix:

As a young boy, Pip pines for the unattainable Estella, at the behest of Miss Havisham.

So Miss Havisham instructs Pip to pine for the unattainable Estella.

That makes no sense. (Neither do the commas, for that matter.) I’m pretty sure there’s some important information missing from that sentence; adding the rest of the blurb doesn’t add it.

The distinguished David Lean directed this adaptation of Dickens’s novel about an uncultured boy thrust into high society by a mysterious benefactor. As a young boy, Pip (Anthony Wager) pines for the unattainable Estella (Jean Simmons), at the behest of Miss Havisham (Martita Hunt). Grown up Pip (John Mills) gets life lessons from roommate Herbert Pocket (Alec Guinness), but even Herbert can’t prepare Pip for heartache.

We can make the assumption that Pip is the “uncultured boy thrust into high society” from the preceding sentence, but we don’t have any idea. We still have no idea why Miss Havisham would instruct Pip to long for Estella. 

I don’t know about anyone else, but I personally don’t find this particular blurb to be effective. I want to know more about who made the decision to approve it and why than I do about the movie, to be honest. Not really what you want out of your blurbs.

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